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Alrighty Troops!

I'm calling in the #mmbtroops!  I haven't been to the gym since I competed on the 12th!!  This is unacceptable!  But I've already begun my routine of talking myself into sleeping in.  So it's possible that I won't even go until Monday.  And when I say possible I mean what's really going to happen.

What are your strategies?  I have recognized this pattern of behavior in the past and I see myself doing it now.  I got hyper focused (and by "hyper" I mean 2 workouts before the platform) and competed.  And have given myself almost 2 weeks off now.  

I'm on the fence.  CrossFit is so intense it's almost like I have to ride the waves of consistency and inconsistency.  It's a process.  Maybe it's so intense because I'm so inconsistent.  Maybe if I were to be consistent, well, I don't know.  I've never truly been consistent for an extended period of time.  Which is really what I need, desperately.  I want to have another baby.  I have extremely high motivation here.

What are your strategies?
#mmbtroops


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  1. UnknownSeptember 23, 2015 at 7:35 PM

    Get to the gym, you'll feel better about it. 1 turns into 2, 2 into 3 and there you go, a new routine
    Baby is a whole nother matter

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