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3 Weeks

The USA Weightlifting Kansas State Championship is in three weeks.  I'm registered.  I've known about this competition since I went last year. I didn't lift last year.  I'll lift this year.  I had all of these goals I was going to have accomplished by the time September rolled around.  And I really haven't completed any of them.  Normally, I'd sit around and be mean to myself.  And panic that now I only have three weeks and WTF am I going to do and on and on and on and on. 

I made it to three workouts last week.  And I felt proud about that.  So instead of being mean to myself, I decided to ride this pride wave.  I'm focused on making it to at least three workouts this week.  Four would be ideal, and is the ultimate goal; however, if I only make three that's still something I need to be proud of because that feeling motivates me to continue.  Negative Nancy brings my whole vibe down.  I just DGAF  She kills my vibe.  (Bitch don't kill my vibe!)

So I'm going to leave Negative Nancy in my wake and ride the pride wave to my workouts this week.  And next week.  And the following week. And then I'll be on a platform competing.  The beauty of CrossFit is that I'll be practicing the Oly lifts that are programmed into the WOD, so even if I don't get on the platform as many times as I want, I'll still be getting Oly lift practice.  So there's no point in beating myself up when I don't make time for the platform.  Because I'm going to go three times this week.  And next week.  And the following week.  I'm going to ride the pride wave and kill it on the platform in three weeks. 

#pridewave

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